Monday, February 01, 2010

I'm not a girl.

I don't scrapbook.
I've never seen Pride & Prejudice.
I don't like pink. (unless it's hot pink or fuchsia.)
I didn't love Julie and Julia.
I'm not mean to other women.
I'm not jealous of others' success.
I was never in a sorority.
I'd rather not receive roses on Valentine's Day.
I never dreamed about my wedding day when I was little.
I never hoped for Prince Charming.
I don't have cute shoes.
Romantic movies make me want to hurl.
I have a very small circle of close friends.
I'm not "normal."

So often I feel like I don't fit in. Like I'm not a girl.

What I am, though, is a woman who is caring.
I am loyal to a fault.
I am an artist.
I am a cheerleader to those I'm inspired by.
I am a child of God.
I try to point to Him in all things, though I fail often.
I am genuine and real. (also known as blunt.)
I am honest.
I am sensitive and get hurt easily when I'm left out.
I am a cryer.
I am a little overweight, but love my body for what it has and can do.
I don't understand it when people are mean on purpose.
I'm a hard worker.
I'm scared to try new things.
I'm shy, but try to fight it.
I love surprises.
I am in love with my husband.
I laugh all the time with my kids.
I'm a goofball, and okay with that.

I am exactly where I'm meant to be at this moment in my life.
No idea why all of this is coming out, but I'm glad I can spill it all here, whether anyone reads it or not.

And I like it when my coffee smiles at me.

46 comments:

mommaof4wife2r said...

now i have to say...that is really awesome!!!!

Rockstar Mommy said...

Love this post! I'm not much of a girl either. :)

Shealynn Benner said...

Great post as always!! :) I am not really a girlie girl either! Let's make a club! LOL!

Casey said...

I admire your honesty! That's why I love your blog. You are honest even if it's NOT the popular choice/answer.

I'd say I'm not much of a girl either.

Have a blessed day.

Polka Dot Moon said...

I'm in the middle....I think! I'm just me :)

Great post too!!
Denise

and who wouldn't love it when their coffee is smiling :)

gina said...

You ARE...


unpink!!!!!!



:)


(now, I'm smiling at you too.)

tara said...

ahh Becky we love you because you are you....and all that entails!!

Julie @ Joy's Hope said...

beautifully put and like me in so many ways.
happy day friend.

becca said...

what a great post. and now i want coffee that smiles at me.

thanks for sharing and being YOU.

Martha said...

I think you are "normal" by anyway you look at it...and I love that you love where you are and who you are...that is the most important because I know I don't know you personally but we all appreciate who YOU are!

Beki - TheRustedChain said...

The smiling coffee is a cup of Joe from Burger King. :)

Renanda said...

Normal is boring...
This is a lovely post. I too don't have cute shoes and I don't understand mean spirited people either. I am ok with being different but it's still no fun when someone points out (what they consider) your flaws. I am amazed how we perceive ourselves compared to how the world see us. I think of it often and I hope that I can learn to be a kinder person through it.

Mary said...

love this and right there with you...;-)

HisFireFly said...

I'm not a girl either... but.. we are both God's WOMEN!

Princess Caitlin said...

I love you.
:)

You are encouraging.

Susan S. said...

Oh girl.....whatever you are...you are awesome. Pigeon holeing isn't a good thing....we are all different and should embrace that. However, sometime we long to be "normal" but it IS boring. I think all of us bloggers are a bit bold and different..however, that is NOT how I would describe myself in person. I'm totally with you about MEAN PEOPLE..I just don't get it. I've been accused of being too nice, but as long as I'm not a doormat, I'm cool with that. The only thing I DO have is a lot of VERY CUTE SHOES! But I always get them at TJMAXX, Ross, Marshall's etc. Part of the fun is getting them so affordable. :)

Linda @ My Trendy Tykes said...

I knew it!
You are a man pretending to be a STRONG, BEAUTIFUL and CARING WOMAN!

((Hugs))

Most of that up there, I can relate to.

I do love pink and shoes though : )

Graceful Moments said...

I am right there with you on every single thing. My husband thanks me all the time for not being "like most women."

Graceful Moments said...

Sorry to comment twice but my husband was reading over my shoulder and just asked me if I wrote that...I told him no but now I know why this is my favorite blog!

VanessaandCompany said...

Beki, you are the absolute sweetest.

rentz said...

We are all "normal" to our Creator. Because we are made just the way He wants us to be.

I never dreamed about my wedding day either. I always thought it was weird that I didn't. Glad to know there are other weirdos out there like me! And sorority shmority, I say. I do love cute shoes, though.

Lindsay Thomas said...

love this.

*The Beautiful Life* said...

What a fun post!! You know, I bet you are an awesome wife! Your hubby doesn't ever have to fear being dragged off to all the chick flicks or worry that his house is going to be done up in all roses and pinks. :)
So see, it's a GOOD thing the way you are!! ;)

This was so wonderful -- and, now we know you a bit better! Yay! :)

P.S. -- that last shot of the coffee cup is PRICELESS! :)

Ruth

Vanessa said...

Just wonderful!! We are all perfection in our fathers eyes. God is good. I am so happy we are all so very different. You sound like me with the exception of the Pride and Prejudice bit. I have never been and never will be the typical "girl" but that is what my hubby likes about me. He is not the typical guy either :) He isnt into sports and I love it that way! he he. I hope you have a great week!! How cool is that.. your coffee is smiling at you!! :D

Ruth said...

ahh beki. and there was me thinking you were some kind of mariah carey-esque diva who would demand white drapes, lilies and puppies when you visit ;)

you're awesome. and if you ever choose to investigate pride and prejudice, promise me you'll go for the BBC version with colin firth. none of that recent schmuck. i don't think it's "girly"... elizabeth bennett is a fierce woman!!

Trasie Bressler said...

You are beautiful
You are talented
You are amazing
You are kind
You are sweet (I know I've met you in person)
You have a huge heart
You have amazing ideas
You are blessed
You are the best Mommy to some amazing children
You are special
You are a Child Of God
You are loved (I read the comments on your blog and can tell)
You are funny
You remind everyone nearly every friday about the Fingerprints of God! I love Friday mornings!
You don't have to like pink....I hate pink but manage to find everything pink for my girl...you know the girl who always has a party on her head.... :)
Who cares about shoes......My philosophy wear slippers everywhere they don't make your feet hurt.

So in a nutshell........Just be you! We are all under construction. I believe that there really should be a sign upon our hearts that reads.....Don't judge me yet I'm an unfinished part because HE's still working on me!

Many Many Blessings to you!
Trasie

Anonymous said...

You are TOO a girl!! You have cute shoes. ;0) And the rest of those deffinately isn't required to be a girl.

Love you!!
Your Sis - Holli

Robin in Benton said...

Love this post - this is so me too! You're awesome!

Jen said...

Oh, I love this... and your smiling coffee :-)

heather said...

i love this post and so had to comment! you are a girl...very much so...you're just your own girl! that's what sets you apart, makes you special, and loved for who you are, not who you are SUPPOSED to be! thanks for the reminder!

Paige said...

That was AWESOME! Thanks for sharing! It is good to be reminded that we are supposed to be exactly who we are...

paige

Mindy M. Harris said...

we're alot alike, 'cept the coffee part. ;-)

GypsyNurse said...

BRILLIANT!

ps.. my coffee smiles at me too...:)
Cat

Rhonda said...

I always love reading your posts. You are real and genuine and if that means you're not a girl, then so be it. You are BETTER than a girl!!

kraftykash said...

What a great post!

Kimba said...

You, my friend, are a WOMAN! :)

I'm an awful lot like you...Except I do have cute shoes. But that's about the only difference. :)

The Perfect Trio said...

that's awesome!

and i love that you saw a smiley face in a coffee cup! that's great!!!

Megan said...

I have said it before...you rock!!

Love the Decor! said...

You sound very normal and real and I appreciate that so very much!!
Have a blessed week!

SugarberrySensations said...

I love this! You are so wonderful, so special!

I love your posts, as I've said before!

And here's a secret I'll bet you don't know? I come to your blog sometimes (when I have read all the posts) JUST to play your music in your pop up player - I actually do that quite a bit! Like right now!

♥Lori

LuLu said...

You are a wonderfully true and real! beautiful post
xo,
LuLu

Pfeiffer Photos said...

We are much alike, my friend, and that is a GOOD THING. Keep being non-girly and bein' cool little you. oxo

ArtSnark said...

great post & lovin' the happy coffee

Wendy said...

See? Now I knew there was a reason I loved you...

amy d said...

love this post!

Jennifer Harrison said...

Everything but the Pride and Prejudice. This needs remedied. aSAP!